welcome to the peaceful pandemonium of my world.

just to keep it going

2006-04-03T21:11:00.000+08:00

since i havent been blogging, i just thought i'd throw in a post, just to keep this thing alive.

its been a long time.

2005-06-12T15:50:00.000+08:00

its been ages since i last blogged, so thereZ no time like the present ton update. heh. parents are off to bangkok, so all hell has beem breaking loose. lol. gotta book in, in a couple of hours.. oh well, in a nutshell, my weekend has been a deck of cards full of diamonds, hearts and spades. not quite what i had in mind, but i enjoyed myself nevertheless.

lost the mood.

2005-05-13T23:22:00.000+08:00

just got back home from dinner with squad mates! its damn mangkok when a bunch of mangkoks from tracom hit the streets of town, after a week spent in camp. shant really go into details lah...

well..im like having sentry duty on sunday so my weekend is cut sooooper short! haiz..and i wanted to go shop for lots of shit.

training so far has been quite slack in compared to what ive heard in stories about army. lol.. well i guess ive changed quite abit since enlisting.. for one...........im damn f*ckin vulgar! haha..people there shoot their mouth off like no one's effing business.. but on the other hand, thereZ people like piao, who abso-bloodu-lutely hates people who swear! lol.

and all that crap about how ns is like the transition for a boy to turn into a man. thats bull crap! judging by the people i have in my squad..i'll end up like more boy than man. thereZ harris...who is this ang mog guy who is forver shooting people of. he is farking funny, but i dun think all the people in my squad share the same opinion. thereZ hadri...the acs guy who all girls know lah.. i thot he was gonna be some other acsian, but heZ damn funny and a farking good magician, and is forever going "LEHFT RAH! LEHFT RAH LEHFT! lol.. and he loves being naked! and spanking people! lol. thereZ shiming a.k.a azmi a.k.a rj. haha! heZ this guy from rj (duh!) who looks like he got punched on his lip, but its actually a birthmark.. heZ damn bloody witty and funny (d'oh!). and thereZ faizal a.k.a OB, coz he has the face of an OB (stands for orderly barrack), and has damn huge nipples. i sound gay, but seriously, it looks like its swollen! haha..

well.. lots the mood to blog suddenly. maybe i'll update more tmr.

part1 of update

2005-05-08T03:02:00.000+08:00

was looking for the song collide by howie day (its an awesome song), when i took a peep at my blog, and realised its been almost a month since i last updated it. been busy with ns i suppose. being gone 5days a week does truckloads to one's life. its 3 bloody am, so this is gonna be a short one.

1. im in squad19, bravo company of the spf.
2. i got accepted to nus(arts and social sciences) and ntu(sociology)
3. my limewire isnt functioning..so if anyone out there has that collide song...tell me!
4. to be cont'd....................

i cant imagine.

2005-04-12T00:47:00.000+08:00

well..my time has finally arrived, and after seeing friend after friend go "in", its finally my turn. gotta report at police academy at 8.30am. i'm gonna be there for like ten days straight, and then i suppose i'll hafta go in on sunday night and get out on friday or saturday. haha.. i seriously cant imagine myself in ns. jokes. i cant imagine telling ppl im in ns. i cant imagine myself doing drills. i cant imagine myself in uniform. i cant imagine myself going "yes sir!". hahahaha! oh well..we'll see how it'll turn out after ten days.
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i am so gonna misssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss my princess. =l

bottle.

2005-04-04T09:55:00.000+08:00

ifeelreallybottledupandireallymightjust e x p l o d e
soon.

the survey.

2005-04-02T23:50:00.000+08:00

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Farhan.
Birthday:	4th july 1986.
Birthplace:	singapore (nuh).
Current Location:	on my chair in my house in cck in singapore.
Eye Color:	black.
Hair Color:	black.
Height:	180.
Right Handed or Left Handed:	righty.
Your Heritage:	malay plus a spot of chinese.
The Shoes You Wore Today:	my brown nike shoess.
Your Weakness:	the monster called Jealousy.
Your Fears:	roaches.
Your Perfect Pizza:	a crustless pizza.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	entry to university. and a good vocation in ns.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	haha!
Thoughts First Waking Up:	ten more minutes.....
Your Best Physical Feature:	height i suppose. and maybe my smile. =)
Your Bedtime:	whenever my eyelids are droopy.
Your Most Missed Memory:	secondary school
Pepsi or Coke:	coke.
MacDonalds or Burger King:	burger king.
Single or Group Dates:	single. groups are fun. but not for dates.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	leepturn
Chocolate or Vanilla:	vahneelaa
Cappuccino or Coffee:	erm..neither?
Do you Smoke:	nope.
Do you Swear:	i fucking try not to..but shit happens.
Do you Sing:	yes..but im not good at it. heh..
Do you Shower Daily:	yes..
Have you Been in Love:	i am still.
Do you want to go to College:	yes...
Do you want to get Married:	yes!
Do you belive in yourself:	of course. if i dont believe in myself, whoZ gonna believe in me?
Do you get Motion Sickness:	erm..sad to say.......sometimes.
Do you think you are Attractive:	nope... pimples pimples..
Are you a Health Freak:	nope.
Do you get along with your Parents:	yeah..sometimes. but like i said..shit happens.
Do you like Thunderstorms:	i dont mind thunderstorms..
Do you play an Instrument:	i cant even sing..
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	nope.
In the past month have you Smoked:	nope.
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	nope..my life is sooo boring.
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	yeap!
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yeap!
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	yeap!
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	yeap!
In the past month have you been on Stage:	yeap! my life is sooo exciting.
In the past month have you been Dumped:	nope.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	nope.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	nope.
Ever been Drunk:	nah
Ever been called a Tease:	haha! nope.
Ever been Beaten up:	not seriously..
Ever Shoplifted:	nope. =)
How do you want to Die:	i wanna die happy. doesnt matter how.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	rich.
What country would you most like to Visit:	switzerland
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	anything
Favourite Hair Color:	antything
Short or Long Hair:	long
Height:	i dont like tall girls. i feel intimidated.
Weight:	i dont like fatties...
Best Clothing Style:	birthday suit. =)
Number of Drugs I have taken:	loads..from the doc.
Number of CDs I own:	limewire rocks.
Number of Piercings:	none. but i would like to pierce my tongue.
Number of Tattoos:	none.
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	regret does nothing.
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

zzz.

2005-04-02T12:33:00.000+08:00

ningsi: haha..u very free ah. =p watcha been up to?
rach: haha..which rachel is this? hohoho? how are you? applied for uni yet?
anonymous: blink your head.. haha! who are you?
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wanted to blog..but im kinda lazy right about now. weather is real great. gonna go sleep abit. zzz.

sleep beckons.

2005-03-29T22:35:00.000+08:00

lalala..just done packing for camp (hope it wont be my last). east view primary, tomorrow till friday. gotta get to the school in bloody tampines by 7am. sleep beckons....not gonna get much of it the next few days. haha..

nearly bedtime

2005-03-28T22:09:00.000+08:00

ningsi: haha..yes i am. how did you get here?
selva: chiong what chiong? haha..i goin ns oredy lah. hows you?

had fun at chalet last night. had a lil bbq, and played some ball. it was liza's birthday yesterday and me and izean got her a tin of cookies from famous amos and this lizard bookmark, and a sunflower. the chalet itself was not bad lah. got xbox and all. but the fun started when wan and gang came. he brought his camera along and we took jumping photos (k...that sounded retarded...but i dunno how to explain), till the bed broke. haha damn fun! ate alot.. but the damn best part was the gossips. my god..i could fill a tabloid with what i heard. lol...
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today was a big achievement for me. i think i broke the record for most number of hours slept in a day. woke up at 12.30. whipped on clothes, picked up bro from school. was back in bed by one. woke up at 2, followed parents to causeway point, was back in bed by 4. slept abit more. got up at 7pm, ate abit (sleeping is extremely strenuous). got up at 9, read abit (fast food nation), and now im here. haha..i bet i could put a pig to shame.

well look at the time..its nearly my bedtime. and im feeling sleepy. good night all!

:)

lalala.

2005-03-27T12:58:00.000+08:00

lalala..its been forever since i last updated. my com has been down, ive been busy with camps or you can just blame it on pure and simple laziness. haha! and for those of you who have been tagging my doodle-board, i cant seem to see it when im home so ive gotten myself a chatterbox. tahdah! feel free to abuse it. lol. i think im blabbering. blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. well now that this tag seem long enough, i shall end here. more postings will follow shortly. :)

thanx.

2005-03-02T08:03:00.000+08:00

this blog entry is a heartfelt thank you to the muthafucking arsehole who decided to come up with viruses, and also to the shithead who decided to infect my com with it. i know its from downloading stuff. you are not my mom, my dad, my youngest bro, my grannie, nor my maid. you know who you are. thanks to you i have to joy of using my dad's laptop for a generous time of 20mins while he takes a short break from work.

thought-policing

2005-02-06T18:15:00.000+08:00

hello everyone who bothers,

due to thought-policing (think: George Orwell, 1984), and several camps for various primary schools, this blog has been stagnant. but, updates are right around the corner, so stay tuned!

cheers.

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for those of you who are clueless as to what thought-policing is about, go to yahoo, and find out Orwell's utopian text on a state-controlled republic, whose very thoughts are suppressed by the government. interestingly enough, this novel was written in 1948, and was the author's predictions as to what life in 1984 would be like.

im fuckin pissed so dont fuckin mind me.

2005-01-30T22:16:00.000+08:00

i fuckin think that one of the fuckin most fuckin retarded fuckin conversation that any fuckin person could fuckin ever fuckin have, is with a parent. fuck. this is how it fuckin goes. whatever is in the fuckin brackets, are my fuckin thots.

me: i wanna go out. (stayin home is killing me)
parent: go where? its 9.45pm already. (its only 9.45)
me: cody's place. (cody's place. duh)
parent: stay home. (damn!)
me: why? (why the heck cant i go?)
parent: just stay home. (what the fuck kinda reason is that?)
me: stay home do what? (staying at home is killing me)
parent: very long never stay at home. (so i suppose the last 2days counts for nothing?)
me: i was at home the entire day! (and im dying!)
parent: just stay home. (fuck!)

it could have gone on forever, so i shut my trap at that moment. it dont make fuckin sense to me to fuckin stay home ah. whatever the reason. stay at home to spend time with the family? everyone is goin to bed soon. let my mom see me at home? sheZ goin to bed. coz its late and im tired? dont you think id know if im tired. coz its dangerous at night? its fuckin singapore lah. and just coz someone got robbed at night duznt mean every single fuckin asshole who steps outside when its late is gonna get fuckin mugged. seriously, i think its sickening that everyone else gets to go out and hang out till late. its as though im some kinda fuckin mommy's boy. 10pm only must go home. fuck ah. go home do what? sit down, i look at you you look at me and act pretty? fuck it. FUCK IT. IM FUCKING PISSED.

kk. im done ranting. actually im not. fuck it.

reality

2005-01-30T14:40:00.000+08:00

the best time to dream
is when you're
awake.

because thats when you have control over
your mind.
and you're conscious of
what you want.

and when things aren't going
your way.

you can always
snap
back to

reality.

imagine this

2005-01-29T02:20:00.000+08:00

the next time you're having a bad day,
imagine this.
you're a siamese twin.
you're brother attached to you is gay.
you're not.
he has a date coming over tonight.
you only have one asshole.

the goldfish.

2005-01-29T01:58:00.000+08:00

sitting at home this friday night, i really wish i were out with my friends instead. and when i say out, i mean out, having fun, and not having to worry about trivial stuff about curfews, or whether i've fed the goldfish. it doesnt really matter where i go to. it could be just to lot1, or all the way down to jiak kim street. its more about enjoying their company and forgetting about the world.

i shouldnt have spent so much time clicking away when i had all the time in the world. coz now, i dont.

hope i didnt bore anyone!

2005-01-27T23:37:00.000+08:00

ahh..finally found some time to blog.

so damn tired after getting home from my first camp under innotrek. did the camp for choa chu kang primary school and took charge of the primary fives. they're one helluva rowdy bunch! it almost seemed as though they took turns to get on my nerves! on the first day, there was nicholas, who seemed like he had ants in his pants! he just wouldnt keep still...and there was zhi aw, who had an attention span of about 3 seconds. that nicholas guy is kinda intelligent, i thought i wanted to punish him by making him group leader...but i forgot they're primary five kids. they all wanted to be group leader! lol... then i thought of a smarter way to punish them! make them sing songs. it does magic. lol. and the campsite is kinda haunted coz the other trainers heard doors slamming at night. spooky.hmmm..got to know the trainers better too. and the funniest question i got was about the camp chief, whoz a butch. they were like "trainer! the camp chief is boy or girl?" then im like "girl lah!" then they go "i dont believe. tomorrow i ask him." haha! the damn best part in the entire three days, was the going home part. i wanted to surprise my baby at her house by goin home straight and popping at her doorstep, but wen i was on my way, she was at labrador! wahahaha. i met up with her for lunch, but she saw i was tired, and sent me home. hehe.. sorry dear!

today i finally got to spend some time with my dear baby. she surprised me today by not wearing her hearscarf...a pleasant surprise i might say. i mean, why wear it if you dont want to. haha. the 2nd surprise was when she wanted to go marche of fish n co to eat. i mean, she doesnt really like eating at places that doesnt have a halal cert, while im a more of a anything goes kinda guy. well, i like the changes, but im really hoping she isnt doing them for me. i dont really want her to change coz its does small things like wearing her scarf that makes her special, coz when you walk around in town, you dont see many malay girls wearing them anymore. hmm..thinking about it makes me kinda muddled. coz i dun really like the whole tudung thing, but its part of her, and thats what i like. i wonder if anyone understands what im crapping about. well, i wanted to take her to the glass house to eat, but we were at lido, and she was too hungry to eat, so it was taco bell and pizza hut for her, and i tasted that retarded "prosperity burger" fot the first time. its just a repackaged mcpepper burger. =l we went to wheelock, to check out the apple centre there, and i want the ipod shuffle! i know i have an ipod and all, but, the ipod shuffle is damn fricking nice lah. in the creative vs apple war, apple defintelely wins hands down in terms of packaging the product. haha..and izean fell in love with the ibook. haha! sheZ planning to get it for uni. lol....this is one birthday prezzie i cant afford. sorry dearie. =p i bought myself the stupid thing to coil the headphone wire, coz i thot i could use it with my super long ipod remote control, but i couldnt. =l haha! waste money. well, we went to the crumpler shop next door, and i wanna buy the damned crumpler pouch for my ipod. hehe.. we walked around town, and went to ig's heaven, and u can add a namecard holder to the list of "i-wants".. and at heeren, i saw a jacket from newurbanmale, so you can add that to the list too. lol.. had to go leave town early, coz she had to go to her fren's place to get her stuff and all..so that was about all of the towning we did. lol. i enjoyed my day! =)
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i know im bad. but not that bad. really. i cant even look him in the eye and not feel disgusted. =( and the bloody worst part is that he duznt know how to cover his tracks. someone else is gonna find out soon, and it aint gonna be pretty.

what a farking long entry. hope i didnt bore anyone. cheers!

and i'll miss your laugh, your smile.

2005-01-23T09:46:00.000+08:00

always
-blink182-

I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying
And your hands they shake with goodbyes
And I'll take you back if you'd have me

So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready

Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always

And I'll miss your laugh your smile
I'll admit I'm wrong if you'd tell me
I'm so sick of fights I hate them
Let's start this again for real

So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready
So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready

Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
Come on let me touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always

I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying

Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
Come on let me touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always

good shit

2005-01-19T21:23:00.000+08:00

lalala..had the camp briefing today. the camp is for choa chu kang primary school, their primary five batch. it'll be at labrador park and im in charge on group8. lol..gonna be soooooooo fun! the bad part is that im the newest instructor..so im kinda like the baby there. hehe..gonna have an orientation thingy this saturday...which brings me to the good part.

i dont hafta go back kampung!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so happy. heh heh.. havoc havoc. =) the downside is that i gotta spend thursday night at my grannie's place, which means its one night less to havoc. lol. nvm, thereZ always friday and saturday night. i cant wait for more midnight madness. =)

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the cat's out of the bag. exactly what i expected.

random thoughts.

2005-01-17T20:40:00.000+08:00

havent blogged in ages.. so im just gonna chuck a couple of random thoughts.

jjc is really quite a not bad school. just that i was too busy complaining to appreciate it. (id still love acjc though). but comapared to cjc, jjc is really heaven. and that brother paul looks like a bulldog compared to steven koh. my apologies to all cjc-ians.
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i gotta start saving money. or at least get a job. money talks. no money no honey.
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while im at it, stop wasting my parents money.
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i wanna drive. real bad. real real bad. vrroom vrroom!
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the retard who came up with the phrase "its better to love and lost, than to have never been loved at all", has obviously never loved and lost before.
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i really miss my bp days. so carefree and fun.
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i wanna learn how to budget shop. heh heh.
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i really really have to stop being retarded. and wake up. and stop thinking retarded thoughts. really.
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kk. those were just sum of my thots. u ppl prolly wont understand half the crap i just typed. but.. too bad. lol

test from siang wei..

2005-01-12T23:28:00.000+08:00

you are pink
#FFC0CB

Your dominant hue is red... you are passionate, energetic, and unafraid of life's changes. You're all about getting out and trying something new, even if it means taking risks that other people would be afraid of. Hey, if they're afraid and you're not, more power to you, right?

Your saturation level is low - You stay out of stressful situations and advise others to do the same. You may not be the go-to person when something really needs done, but you know never to blow things out of proportion.

Your outlook on life is very bright. You are sunny and optimistic about life and others find it very encouraging, but remember to tone it down if you sense irritation.

the spacefem.com html color quiz

yayness!

2005-01-12T04:39:00.000+08:00

*yayness: (n) to be in a constant state of "yay!"
eg: farhan was so happy that he finally had a heart to heart talk with his princess, that he was in a state of yayness throughout the day. =) lol.

im tired.

2005-01-09T19:58:00.000+08:00

just taking a short poll..

for those of you, who know me well, i want a lil feedback....

how do you people see me as being a boyfriend to izean?

leave me comments or a tag ya? thanx loads

...

2005-01-06T13:31:00.000+08:00

...

i cant help but proclaim.

2005-01-04T01:48:00.000+08:00

its in the middle of the night, but i cant help but proclaim that yellowcard's "only one", is really awesome.

ONLY ONE
-yellowcard-

Broken, this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you, so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go, so dishonestly
Leave a note for you, my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

broke.

2005-01-03T21:07:00.000+08:00

in agreement with my dear, being broke has gotta be the one of the suckiest feelings on earth.. =l im kinda lazy to blog. in a nutshell, i desperately need a job. dammit. went for lyving evaluation today, and i passed. whoopee. then went job hunting today. shant dive in details, but i really hope i land either one. ohh..and i seriouslee need to remember to TAP my effing ezlink when alighting from buses. dammit. left home with 8 bucks plus in my card. reached home with 30 cents. =l on a brighter note... congrats to the singapore soccer team for beating myanmar. and screw the lousy myanmar keeper. like what fabien said. myanmar can fly home and farm! haha. i wanna see the tiger cup final. anybody wanna come along?

one of the greatest feelings on earth.

2005-01-02T11:44:00.000+08:00

honestly, i think one of the most wonderful feelings on earth, is that feeling you have when your siblings are rushing, preparing for school (doing holiday homework, packing their bags, buying stationary/stationery etc. etc.) while you are still snug in bed under the blanket on a lovely, rainy sunday morning. =)

my last blog.

2004-12-31T23:43:00.000+08:00

im tired of this blogging thing.

so, to all the people who do visit my blog.. i'll be taking a break from blogging.

i'll stop blogging for the rest of the entire year, and i'll continue next year.

so for now, this will be my last blog for 2004. tah tah.

prom

2004-12-31T11:03:00.000+08:00

bah.

happy birthday

2004-12-27T16:13:00.000+08:00

hello pello. im really bored. on the bright side, my dearset dearest izean is coming back tomorrow.. yeay!

haha..just realised that while my parents were away for 2 days, i slept a total of 45minutes. thats what i call maximising time. haha!

when they went, i played game maplestory, then played soccer, then went home to play xbox, then went for a movie, then went for supper, then the guys came over to play games (dozed off for 15minutes), then went for breakie, then went for btl 1.02 (played head ballet. lol.), then went to mac (dozed off for half an hour), then rushed back to bbdc for practice (i was late), then went to play soccer with the guys, then went home for more gaming.

1. i love using the word 'then' like that. something i never could do while schooling. =)
2. aah..the joy of free time. =)

lalala..supposed to go hunting for prom clothes today.

and its my mom's birthday today! sheZ 40. happy birthday mama! i love you! =)

absence makes the heart fonder. i mease izean.

2004-12-25T21:46:00.000+08:00

my baby went kl with her friends yest, and my parents went back kampung at 4 this morning. wahaha..absolute freedom!

alas..din go anywhere today except play soccer with hanan, khamsya, his brother, ahmad and harun.. they asked me to go sentosa with them and the malay peepz from bpghs, but i was kinda lazy, and i was supposed to go out with the guys later on. but....at the arranged time (2pm), some of them were still sleeping! haha..so, i wasted the WHOLE of today rotting my brains on videogames. ah..bliss.

well, going to meet ken the botak ns boy (heh..jk) to watch 'meet the fockers' soon..lalala....

fuck it

2004-12-22T19:48:00.000+08:00

fuck it.
im eighteen!
i can take care of myself.
abit of freedom would be nice.

mom,
dad,
i hope ure reading this

i need a heist

2004-12-20T21:14:00.000+08:00

lalala..i havent been updating this blog for quite sometime, so i guess this would be a good time to blog. and since im supposed to write about my life, i guess i'll give a brief update about whats been happening.

1. went to work at Prime Vision. its a some company with an office in toa payoh. i was supposedly in the "charity division", and i was supposed to go around 'collecting funds' from around 10am to 6plus in the evening. needless to say, i didnt show up for work the next day.

2. did more job hunting, and went for an interview at some place called "Prosper House" in aljunied. the job looked quite promising, saying i'll be doing 'crowd control' at events. after hearing from my cousin, the job is exactly the same as what i described above. so..duh.

3. i bought a polaroid for 5bucks, at a charity sale. what a bargain! the film on the other hand, costs a bomb. =l quite a joke considering people are progressing towards digicams and stuff(i want a sony cybershot dsc-t11..if you're wondering). anyway, for 5 dollars, i wonder if the polariod has any "shutter-like" qualities...

4. finally signed up for driving lessons. my first basic theory lesson is on the coming wednesday.i cant wait! wahahaha..

5. im a cerified relief teacher! yeay! my princess filled up the damned complicated application form on the moe webby, and it got approved. i wonder where i should teach.. crescent perhaps... heh heh.................

cant think of anything else..haha. went to east coast park with my family for a lil picnic, went swimming, cycling then watched oeaan's 12. one helluva show. made me feel stupid after watching it. haha! [im getting tired of typing]

talking about ocean's 12, reminds me how broke i am. my mum's birthday is on da 27th, prom is on the 30th, and my 2 year's anniversary with my beloved princess is just around the corner. i need a heist... anybody want in? lol...

i need marneeeeeee~

2004-12-13T23:20:00.000+08:00

i never knew getting a job was so hard.
i need work desperately.. preferably with these qualities.. first: little work. second: lotsa pay! haha.. went for a couple of interviews. a starhub one (wanted to continue the line, dad in singtel, mum in m1, and son in starhub..lol) but the pay was commission based. so..bleargh. =l then thereZ this one in toa payoh..which is sooo far! and its in cencon building which is really run down. bleargh. then.....therez the furthest one.. in pasir ris! haha...but its a damn fun job. wild wild wet slide operator. sounds boring, but i get to sit down all day and play with water....and other perks as well. guys..u know what i mean. lol.. and all i gotta do i say stuff like "go", and "wait", and "t-shirts are not allowed on this ride". lol.. well..i hope i land it. if not, thereZ always the security job thing..which seems quite fun. haha! well..hope i get employed soon. i neeeeeeed marneeee!

rotting. potting. botting. motting. dotting. totting. u get the drift..

2004-12-10T21:29:00.000+08:00

finally..i've found time to blog. my com has been in high demand lately, especially from my brothers who've been playing maplestory. well its quite a kiddish game, but im kinda hooked too.

well..lemme see. what happened after a's.. there was hari raya...which i collected less than 200 bucks..since my fambly did most of their visiting during my a's. blew most of it on an xbox.. muahaha!

then thereZ the thailand trip. my baby was mad at me for this. supposed to go koh samui, but there was a thunderstorm, and there werent any ferries so we (cody, ken, macha, david, cheng, samuel and jimmy), went to krabi. we went on a snorkelling trip (fun!), shopping (fun!), rode motorbikes (FUN!) ate (yum!) and ate summore (yum yum!). then we went to hatyai, where we sounded like birds... half the time we were going "cheap! cheap! cheap!" lol.. after that went to kuala bear, i mean kuala lumpur. did nothing there but try to shop. haha..half of us were sick there. haha! when i got back, my baby wasnt mad after all.. yeay!

hmm..nothing much else happened...except me rotting. tried finding a job. but havent..and cant. my baby is a teacher now..wahahaha! teacher izean. i gotta be good or she'll send me to the "notti corner".. lol.. for those reading this..if u guys need some help, that will result in the fattening of my wallet, im sure we can reach an agreement. ka-ching!

well..im terribly bored. help me please!

ps. i love you izean!

the night.

2004-12-08T02:16:00.000+08:00

Breathe in for luck, breathe in so deep
This air is blessed, you share with me
This night is wild, so calm and dull
These hearts they race from self-control
Your legs are smooth as they graze mine
We're doing fine, we're doing nothing at all.

The words are hushed, let's not get busted,
Just lay entwined here undiscovered.
Safe in here from all the stupid questions..
hey did you get some?
Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close
they can't hear, so we can get some.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me
So won't you kill me, so I die happy
My heart is yours, to fill or burst
To break or bury, or wear as jewelry
Whichever you prefer

Hands down, this is the best day I can ever remember
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
The dim of the soft lights, the scent of your hair
That you twirled in your fingers
And the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
And this walk that we shared together
The streets were wet and the gate was locked
So I jumped it, and let you in
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
And you kissed me like you meant it
And I knew that you meant it
That you meant it, that you meant it
And I knew that you meant it, that you meant it.

im back online..

2004-11-05T01:10:00.000+08:00

hallo "blogger.com" *ken and lynnette style* haha!
havent really been updating my blog lately coz of several reasons including, but not restricted to:

1. i was terribly sick *koff koff wheeze wheeze*
2. exams? haha..yeah right.
3. my mom has taken over the power supply unit i use for the com so she can conveniently bake hari raya goodies while watching teevee.. im serious. haha!

well..hereZ my two cents worth on the shite i see everyday..

firstly..my geepee paper is over.. so WOOHOO!! =) hope i'll get a distinction...its like, the only thing im good at in school so i hope it'll make my cert look better. paper1 was quite good..i did some question on the appeal and value of fantasy in stories and film.. haha. paper2 was the killer. the passage was quite tricky and damn repetitive. oh well..its over at least. on paper down, dozens left but i can already smell koh samui. =) lalala..

next, i went to geylang with my darling princess 2 days back i think. heehee...geylang rocks as usual. its really a pig's heaven there with all the food (quite ironic there..about the pig..haha!). i bought dengdeng (the halal equivalent to the chinese bakwa), otak-otak, ramli burger, some ice thingy-thing, and that other thing that i cant remember what..only that it came in a blue plastic bag. haha!!! ohh..and a 500-piece jigsaw puzzle for my pretty princess (that will hafta wait till after a's i suppose), and keychains with our names on it. yeay! haha.

well..in geylang, although the atmosphere rocked..i saw some stuff that kinda spoiled the mood. well..honestly, im damn embarrassed the malay youth community today. =( there they were, guys and gals with tattoos, girls wearing ultra tight stuff, smoking, yelling away like a bunch of monkeys...i mean...thats just sad, considering the conservative values that our parents are supposed to inculcate in us. but then, it prolly aint the parents' fault totally. but still..looking at whats happening...i cant imagine what it'll be like down the road.

hmm..whats next...ohH...had tooshun today..and it rained. did some test on oligopolies.. gonna have tuition again tomorrow, and the day after. my mum says mitch is damn smart at ripping our money..i agree. but i suppose its a good investment...with his credentials and track record.. lalala.. (to mitch: sorry if u read this man.. no offence ya?)

i suppose thats all folks. g'nite!

just fuck off.

2004-10-29T23:35:00.000+08:00

to all those who are wondering who "annon" is, he/she/it is some loser whoZ nick probably means "annoying" instead of "anonymous". what he/she/it did, you ask? well, he/she/it went to my baby's blog, and left an anonymous tag claiming lots of fucked up shit.

1. to misspell the short form of "anonymous"..thats quite screwed up.
2. to go to someone's blog and leave meaningless hurtful tags..thats quite screwed up.
3. that person happenes to be izean norman, my girlfriend...thats FUCKING screwed up.

i mean..mebbe u might think im overreacting..but putting urself in my shoes...it does seem quite uncalled for. whereZ the basis for all those stuff he said?

jyahahahahat? thats just fucking spastic.
calling her a monster..? look at what u just did dickhead.
saying i need "greener pastures"? dont fucking tell me what i need.
ironic blog name? take it from me..im an a'level literature student.. "pretty izean" is not 'irony'.... "pretty izean" is more of a 'repetition'. geddit?

go hump ur dad, fuck ur mom, screw a dog, whatever. just fuck off.

to: annon

2004-10-29T23:26:00.000+08:00

like ive said before in my princess' blog...

fuck off and die.

don't go around leaving fucking annonymous tags if u wanna say something as fucked up as that. leave ur real fucking name..and see if i don't fuck ur momma up...

i want

2004-10-25T23:22:00.000+08:00

f r e e d o m.

toothbrush in my mouth

2004-10-21T23:03:00.000+08:00

lalala...some interesting posts, that i'll deal with later. lol..

today was another boring day. went to school for paper4 lecture today....mr PAUL CHOW was inspiring! he spilled out quote after quote..all excellent, a'level worthy stuff. =) so now im kinda confident about my paper4 and paper8...but there goes paper1. =l

rotted the rest of my day away, talking cock with sadiq, hanan, khamsya and ahmad, (and i managed to find out juicy details about khamsya's love life with siti! lol!)...till 4.30pm, when my dear was done with her bio prac. went out to buka with her..but not before she got cranky about what to eat. (note to guys: when a girl says "anything", it most absolutely does NOT mean simply -anything-) but...we manage to sort things out.. heh heh...

after getting home...while bathing...i got an important call from her. couldnt really talk with a toothbrush in my mouth and a shampoo mohawk dripping down my neck, so i told her i'd call her back. but apparantly calling her the moment i was done bathing and praying wasnt fast enough... blah blah blah blah..and tah dah! things a okay again. phew!

managed to print out all 14 attachments from mr PAUL CHOW. he really is a dedicated teacher who is gonna be sorely missed when he leaves for ijc. sob sob.

once again..i ponder about why anyone would wanna know anything ive just typed.

ps... i love you sayang!

comissioner farhan...

2004-10-21T01:31:00.000+08:00

wahaha! before i can report on my blog what happened, people are already letting the cat out of the bag on my doodleboard eh?

haha..well, i found out 2 days back, that i was gonna be posted to police academy for ns, haha, which means im gonna be a policeman! officer/constable/detective/inspector/ superintendent/comissioner farhan does sound kinda cool! haha! but initially i was kinda disappointed not to be in the army..but after awhile i kinda accepted it. hopefully i'll get posted to some cool unit like riot police, dog unit, etc etc.

haha! but the funniest part is that almost the whole malay population in jjc is in police. thereZ me, harun, hanan, khamsya, ahmad, fazal, aidil, imran, miq(whoZ not exactly malay), zainal, zaid and so on and so forth... then thereZ khai and hamid whoZ in the army, nas and imran(another one) in commandos.....and rafie in cicil defence! haha! so exciting! makes me kinda forget about a's.

but back to reality, i tink its time to panic. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

be a truck driver

2004-10-19T01:22:00.000+08:00

*sigh* feeling kinda demoralised right now.

went school today for literature paper8 lecture...kinda useful, and then i had consultation with miss lum........ then i realised that thereZ a whole truckload of stuff that i donch know.... to make stuff worse, i had a lil chat with ng, and i found out another truck load of stuff that i donch know. that makes two fricking truckloads. i mean...why on earth would i wanna noe that the allocative efficiency of a firm is p=mc....whatever that means. judging by the number of truckloads of stuff i donch know, i might as well be a truck driver.

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well..my grannie came back today! yaay! to celebrate, my mum asked all me relatives to come over to break fast with us. quite fun... heh heh... shiqin has a digital camera.. i want one tooooooooo..!

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break over: time to get back to e-fricking-cons.

screw you milton friedman, keynes, malcolm frost, john sloman, and all other lifeless a-holes called economists.

somehow.

2004-10-17T23:40:00.000+08:00

somehow...all the tags on my tagboard are gone... grRrRrR...

squeak

2004-10-17T18:03:00.000+08:00

sometimes..i feel like a lab rat.
caged. and if im lucky enough, i'll get a little morsel of food.
whoopee...

*squeak*

boredboredbored

2004-10-17T01:41:00.000+08:00

my stomache is acting damn weird. for the first time, i actually had to wake up in the middle of the night to sit on the throne..if u get my drift. i suppose i shant describe how it looked.=p

heh heh..i couldnt sleep, so here i am..punching keys on my keyboard..in the middle of the fricking night. haha! hmm..........

today wasnt exactly a productive day...haha! woke up at 12pm...and got dragged down to woodlands to go get groceries with my parents. don't really understand why they gotta go all the way there to save a couple of bucks. haha..got back in time for a nap, before zipping off to bt gombak to buy food. if anyone out there is a fan of merlay food...that place is damn shiok! haha! then went to my grandmudderZ place at bukit timah to breakfast, before going mosque. tah dah! in a nutshell, thats my day.

ohh..and i finished reading "life of pi" by yann martel. its about this indian kid who was on a ship, when is sunk, and was on a lifeboat with a tiger. absolutely fabulous book! haha.. id give it 4.5stars.

ohh..and im looking forward to tuition. *gRinZ*
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why would anyone read about what i did? haha!
*mental note: start studying. please.
*another mental note: oh..i forgot.
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ps. im so bored. can anyone suggest any emergency plans to carry out when im dying from boredom?

playing upwords

2004-10-16T02:16:00.000+08:00

its 2.15am, and im playing upwords with my princess (letting her win of course) heh heh. *yawnZ*

i managed to scrape through my first day of fasting. thank god. i cant really remember much of what happened..except for....

going over to her place to dye her hair for her after yesterday's failed attempt. at least it turned out okay today. in return she helped me with my blog. thanx sweetheart! and can u eat those cookies before they get stale? haha!

rushing over to tuition. mitch warned us to be there by 4.30pm, and i reached there in the nick of time. but! the bitch was fricking laaaaaate! my gawd. he came at 5.20pm, wearing this super tight, gay, purple shirt, and told us he had to leave at 6.30 coz of some "private versace event". ha.ha. which left us with roughly an hour of tuition. talk about being short-changed man.. but the worst part, was that there was so much food there! samuel had sweets. cody had the usual green tea and halls. song had ice cream. densise had that 10cent ice thingy, and chips, and twisties. the horror. haha..

eating! had to breakfast in the car. man! after a day of fasting, even a sip of green tea felt like an orgasm! mMmMmMmMmM!

seven stupid storks,
stuck in a cell,
silent as the scholar speaks.
a swan. sweet. stunning.
sparkling smiles.
stare. swoon. sigh.

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jokes.

kinda satisfied

2004-10-15T07:59:00.000+08:00

aahh. im finally kinda satisfied. been up since 5am to sahur, then couldn't get to sleep so i decided to work on my blog...and TAH-DAH! haha..gimme some feedback kay?

today is the first day of ramadan..the fasting month for muslims. hope i'll make it through the month without skipping a day, like last year....or my o'level year at fred's place..haha!! to all my fellow muslims.. hApPy fAsTinG!

while sahur-ing..i was kinda depressingly happy.. firstly, cause fasting means hAri RaYa is coming soon! BUT...it also means the a's are only a month away. im so unprepared. igottastudyigottastudyigottastudy. people around me: "help me study!!"

im looking forward to tuition today. heh heh heh...

sorry about yesterday..i aint vidal sassoon, but i'll make it up to you today kay? hehe...thanks for going to see that dumb show wimme yesterday. =)

wheeeee~

and then i remembered.

2004-10-14T13:45:00.000+08:00

in school now..bloody pointless day. haha! i thot id get to learn some useful stuff in tim dore's lesson. unfortunately, all he did was leave us to amuse ourselves.

and so i got fabien to help me with my blog....and then i remembered why i didn't wanna start a blog in the first place.. coz its so fricking complicated. thanks to fabien for helping me get the doodleboard (though i might end up regretting it haha!) and links up.

so..all you guys (and gurls) who have stumbled upon this pathetic blog.... feel free to doodle.

to samuel, fabien, tong, gerald: you guys better not try anything funny.

heh heh heh

2004-10-13T23:26:00.000+08:00

finally, at 2327 on the 13082004 ive finally set up a bloody blog. never really saw the point of publishing the mundane details of your life for people to read.. haha! but...whaddeheck. decided to give it a try. so here it is ladies and gentlement. my first blog. *applause*